ON THE UNDENIABLE ART
OF SURVEILLANCE
TECHNOLOGIES
AND TECHNIQUES :
HERE IS MY CHALLENGE TO MY CURRENT "CONTROLLERS" [WHO CAME INTO THE PICTURE -- OF MY TREASURED OWN LIFE -- ONLY LATER (AFTER MY IMPLANTATION IN 1972 AND MY EARLY OR INITIAL "CONTROL" BY THE ESSENTIALLY MILITARY SECURITY AND INTELLIGENCE PERSONNEL DURING, AND FOR A TIME AFTER, MY TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE -- INCLUDING MY PERIOD OF EMPLOYMENT AT MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT BETWEEN DEC. 1975 AND OCT. 1976)] -- THOSE FORMER MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (MSD) AGENTS/PERSONNEL RESPONSIBLE FOR TURNING ME INTO AN, AT THE PRESENT MOMENT, (STILL) FINANCIALLY IMPOVERISHED STRUGGLING WRITER, SEXUALLY DEPRIVED MAN, CONCERNED HUMAN BEING AND NOW SELF-KNOWING AND POLITICALLY-AWARE (AND, TO CAP IT ALL, A CONSISTENTLY THINKING) SENIOR CITIZEN :
MY ONLY CHALLENGE, NOW, TO YOU :
SHOW ME THAT YOU CAN BE AS ACTIVE AS I HAVE BEEN (AND STILL WILL BE) IN PUBLISHING (OR POSTING) MY ARTICLES IN MY SOCIO-POLITICAL BLOGS ( http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ AND http://trainofmypresence.blogspot.com/ ) -- BY POSTING A SERIES OF ARTICLES OR STORIES (WRITTEN BY YOURSELF) IN MY VERY OWN BLOG (BUT UNDER YOUR OWN REAL AND ACTUAL NAME AND IDENTITY, SURELY AND CERTAINLY!). YOU KNOW YOU CAN EASILY DO THIS -- WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE WHATSOVER. YES, THE MOMENT YOU IDENTIFY YOURSELF AS THE AUTHOR OF ANY ARTICLE OR STORY THAT YOU ARE POSTING OR PUBLISHING IN MY BLOG, IT WILL BE, OPENLY AND PUBLICLY, ESTABLISHED AND CONFIRMED, AS A FACT, THAT I HAVE PERSONALLY APPROVED AND ACCEPTED YOUR APPEARANCE IN MY BLOG -- AS A MEMBER OF AN UNOFFICIAL TEAM OF BLOGGERS (CONSISTING OF YOURS TRULY, AS THE ORIGINAL OWNER OF THIS BLOG AND ALL THE REST OF THE TEAM MEMBERS, WHO WERE, AND STILL ARE, OFFICIAL MEMBERS OF THE SURVEILLANCE GROUP OF AGENTS WHO HAVE BEEN CONTROLLING ME FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW).
YOU WILL BE WRITING AS A NON-POLITICAL (WELL, CAN YOU REALLY?) AND NON-ROMANTIC (PERHAPS A LITTLE BIT TRYING FOR THE WOMEN?) BLOGGER IN MY OTHER NEWLY-CREATED (YES, NOT TOO WELL-ESTABLISHED OR HIGHLY-INFLUENTIAL YET) ALTERNATIVE BLOG -- http://thenon-romanticloverandwriter.blogspot.com/ .
THEN, AS AN UNDENIABLE CONFIRMATION OF YOUR WRITING ABILITY -- AS A REAL WRITER, AND NOT JUST AS A BLOGGER -- YOU MUST AT LEAST WRITE AND PUBLISH (IN PRINT) ONE BOOK ON ANY TOPIC OF YOUR OWN CHOICE. THIS IS TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE JUSTIFIED IN EXPECTING ME TO WORK AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL AS A PAP AGENT OR GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE (WHEN I WAS, AND STILL AM, REALLY AND ONLY INTERESTED IN BEING A PROFESSIONAL WRITER -- ALBEIT A WRITER WITH AN INTELLECTUAL BENT) -- DURING THE PAST 36 YEARS OR SO, WHEN I WAS LIVING, WORKING AND EVEN PLAYING AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY IMPLANTEE. (IN OTHER WORDS, FOR THE SAKE OF FURTHER EXPLANATION OF MY INTENTION : I WANT YOU TO BE AS GOOD IN SOMETHING WHICH YOU HAVE NO INTEREST -- AS I WAS TRYING TO BE, AT MY ABSOLUTELY MARVELLOUS BEST, WHEN I WAS -- WELL, TO PUT IT SIMPLY NOW -- UNFAIRLY AND UNJUSTLY AND EVEN INHUMANELY EXPECTED, AND INSTRUCTED (AND OFTEN ADMONISHED) TO BE AS GOOD IN SOMETHING WHICH I HAVE NO INTEREST WHATSOEVER, ABSOLUTELY!
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR -- TO EXPECT FROM YOU PEOPLE, AS MY POWERFUL CONTROLLERS -- A FACT THAT I JUST CAN'T SIMPLY CAST AWAY AND HOPE THAT IT DISAPPEARS?
YES, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF THE UBIQUITOUS INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY AGENCIES OF SINGAPORE (THE NAMELESS MEMBERS OF OUR POWERFUL SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES) : NOW YOU CAN SHOW TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD JUST HOW GOOD -- EVEN BRILLIANT -- YOU PEOPLE REALLY ARE (OR ARE CAPABLE OF) -- YES, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU, OUR GOOD AND ABLE AND CARING LEADERS OF THE INTELLIGENT AND SECURE GOVERNING AUTHORITIES! REALLY, YOU CAN BE AS GOOD AS, IF NOT BETTER THAN, ALL THOSE WESTERN WRITERS AND ARTISTS AND THINKERS AND AUTHORS WHO FORM THE FORMIDABLE INTELLECTUAL TRADITION OF THE WEST (YES, A TRADITION WHICH I MYSELF HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING KEENLY AS A FAITHFUL READER -- AND ASPIRING WRITER -- FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW -- IN SPITE OF BEING AN UNHAPPY AND UNWILLING IMPLANTEE!)
YES, YOU PEOPLE CAN FINALLY PROVE, OFFICIALLY, OPENLY AND UNDOUBTEDLY, THAT YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY SUPERIOR -- OR AT LEAST EQUAL -- TO DEAR OLD ME, IN TERMS OF NOT ONLY NATURAL AND/OR LEARNED WRITING ABILITY BUT ALSO, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY -- TO ME AT LEAST -- OF NATURAL AND/OR ACQUIRED THINKING POWER AND ABILITY! HOW ABOUT IT/THAT?
YES, SHOW ME YOUR ARTISTIC SENSITIVITY AND YOUR GREAT SKILL IN WRITING!
DO YOU PEOPLE (AS I STILL DO NOW, AND AS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, AS A WRITER), LOVE TO EXPERIMENT AND TO EXPLORE THE LIMITS OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE -- WITH REGARD TO ITS USAGE -- AS IN THE IMAGINATIVE AND CLEVER USAGE OF WORDS, PHRASES AND SENTENCES TO MAKE A POINT, TO CREATE AN IMPRESSION, OR EVEN TO POST A REBUTTAL TO AN INSULT?
ARE YOU CAPABLE OF BEING INSPIRED BY YOUR PASSION (PROBABLY NON-EXISTENT BY NOW, NOTING HOW JADED YOU ARE NOW?) FOR THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE? AND ALSO BY WHAT IS AROUND YOU -- YES, BY THE PEOPLE AND CITIES (BIG AND SMALL), TRAVEL AND YOUR CONNECTION TO THE LANDSCAPE AND THE VIBRANT ENERGY OF OUR PLANET EARTH?
AS AN IMPORTANT AFTERTHOUGHT :
DON'T JUST GET TOO CAUGHT UP WITH OR BY MY, WITHOUT QUESTION, STRANGE, MYSTERIOUS AND INEXPLICABLE (SEXUALLY SPEAKING) SUBDUED PERFORMANCE
AS A PATRONIZING LOVER OF PROSTITUTES (THEN AND NOW, IN GEYLANG AND ELSEWHERE) -- ESPECIALLY NOT AFTER ALL THIS INACTIVITY (FOR MOST OF THE PAST TEN YEARS -- SURELY A LONG PERIOD OF TIME IN WHICH I WAS FREQUENTLY DENIED BY YOU PEOPLE FROM HAVING SEXUAL FULFILLMENT, FUN, DELIGHT, JOY, RENEWAL AND REVITALIZATION, EXCEPT BY ENGAGING IN UNDESIRED, UNDESIRABLE AND REALLY POINTLESS ACTS OF MASTURBATION!) -- UNTIL NOW IN THIS MOST MOMENTOUS AND ACTIVE YEAR, 2008 -- YES, AMONG SO MANY OTHER UNEVENTFUL AND FRUITLESS YEARS GONE BY?
THAT IS ALL!
ADDENDUM:
YOU PEOPLE HAVE WORKED HARD TOGETHER AS A TEAM FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW! HAVE YOU PEOPLE EVER CREATED ANY WORKS OF ART -- AS WRITERS -- THAT HAVE EARNED YOU PEOPLE INTERNATIONAL RECOGNITION? (IN NEW YORK? CHICAGO? NEW ZEALAND? AUSTRALIA? GERMANY? SWEDEN? DENMARK? U.S.A.? HONG KONG? (SINGAPORE? YES!) DUBAI? THAILAND? INDONESIA? TAIWAN? CHINA? JAPAN?
HAVE YOU, DEAREST -- EVER? YET?
YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!
OF JENNIFER CONNELLY (THE TRULY FRIENDLY)
16 years ago
