Thursday, May 14, 2009
The Art of Genuine Criticism: Writing Without Base Motives Or Purposes
Matthew Arnold was one of the kindest writers in the history of cultural or literary criticism. He had to be ironic in writing -- when he couldn't be kind to people he wanted to criticize. (And he had a right to criticize others because he was a writer and a critic of culture!) It was a very basic idea from Matthew Arnold about what is necessary for a responsible and sensitive critic -- using irony -- in order to be kind-hearted enough, or to be a basically kind writer -- when he wants to criticize others! To many truly unkind (or perhaps uncomprehending) -- and also, yes!, invisible (but always listening, "WATCHNG", FOREVER EAVESDROPPING and often talking!) NOBODIES (NAMELY, BUSYBODIES AND MEDDLERS -- YES!, LEADING "people" up there!), this approach to critical writing was not so obviously understood nor acceptable NOR WELCOMED. They are just looking for self-approving and self-commending REFERENCES, CITATION, COMMENDATION and even collaboration (or cooperation) and even subordination! -- whenever they read what others are saying about them! But are they themselves not calculative and calculating? --and have they not already calculated their chances of getting what they desire or want (yes, so that they can be cocky and prickly and pesty enough to ask, always: What can I get out of READING your writing (regardless of its high quality or standard or value!)? Nothing is free, they say. If it is not for money, then why does a critic -- or any writer at all -- want to use irony (and other forms of related literary techniques) in his criticism? Irony, yes! -- and also, especially, sarcasm (the biting type) -- can be so hurting, humiliating, and totally dismissive of any man or woman (as a victim of such sarcasm or ironic remarks or criticism) that, when unthinkingly or irresponsibly used, especially, publicly -- in political criticism by writers, or in politically-motivated speeches by political leaders and public figures, it can utterly and devastatingly destroy your spirit, self-importance, self-confidence, self-belief and morale. And why does anyone want to criticize anything and anyone at all -- in the first place? Surely, a kind-hearted and kind soul should always flatter, praise, commend and say good things that would make his readers feel happy, pleased, and pleasured (especially with, or by, himself -- no?) -- yes, always feeling expectantly contented and comfortable about everything and anything?
Kindness is not what money -- or reputation or position or title or even power -- can buy! It comes from a critic WITH A KIND HEART (and, probably too, a gentle soul) who has to be "unkind" (to those who are themselves not KIND!) in order to criticize indirectly -- and hence, hopefully inoffensively! Do you really prefer DIRECT (MEANING: BRUTAL AND FULL-FRONTAL, EVEN ANNIHILATING) CRITICISM? DON'T YOU REALIZE BY NOW THAT IT is not only not artistic but is also not the way to save "the face" of those WHO DON'T EVER WANT TO BE CRITICIZED AT ALL IN ANY WAY? I mean, that form of MOLLY-CODDLING, SLIM-WRISTED, PANSY-WAISTED AND SISSY-LOOKING "criticism" (!) -- YES!, criticism that uses NO irony (and no biting sarcasm) AT ALL --is, well, what you call endearing (meaning: "genuine" ) criticism? -- by any credible standards? (of the kindest kind?).
Kindness -- and not being angry under silly and stupid or simply irrational or unjustified provocation -- are related to each other. Those who are kind tend not to be so easily or quickly or unthinkingly aroused or provoked, into making violent or just simply angry responses -- especially when such provocation or arousal is obviously, calculatingly and calculatively -- yes, and hence, deliberately intended and premeditated! If there is something suspicious or even slightly mysterious about such external provocation, a kind person (especially one with an artistic soul!) is even more unwilling to react (especially violently) -- at least not at the beginning, or even, and sometimes, not at all! If he feels justified (based on his reasoning power and sense of justice) not to be so emotionally entangled, involved or enslaved (or, thus, imprisoned -- by his very own defects or weaknesses!), then he should indeed NOT -- OR, AT LEAST, TRY NOT TO ALLOW HIMSELF TO -- BE SO!
"Slow to anger" -- isn't that some wise counsel or advice from that great spiritual leader, Jesus, who had given his believers and followers not only this important gem of moral and spiritual (or religious) wisdom but also much -- yes, way too much indeed (with the benefit of historical hindsight) of himself -- of his body, soul, mind and heart? But there are, obviously (from observation and experience) and, in addition, with one's common sense and knowledge (gained from reading -- especially HISTORY), so many genuine and true and authentic Christians in this world nowadays -- especially in this postmodern world of capitalism, mass consumerism, mass culture, commercialization, commercialism and -- goodness! gracious! -- surveillance technologies [and their related (human) forces of change: agents, commisars, smooth (technical) operators, and those VITAL and INDISPENSABLE -- yes!, prying and damned proud -- orbiting (heavenly!) communications satellites!]!
If only those invisible NOBODIES (yes, I mean: BUSYBODIES and MEDDLERS) -- ALWAYS OR FOREVER (!) listening, talking, "WATCHING" and EAVESDROPPING -- NAMELESS (NO?) LEADING people "up there" and THOSE UNNAMED AND HOPELESS FIGURES "down below" -- don't react so easily and so quickly OR SO UNTHINKINGLY, or not at all (IN SUCH PROHIBITIVE AND FORBIDDING AND PROVOCATIVE WAYS) -- when it seems so "natural" to do so!
Well, why must we always REACT? Sometimes, for reasons based on your feelings, and due to feelings based on your thoughts (especially rational ones), you simply don't have to respond! LIKE A MAN WHO KNOWS HIMSELF! (AND ALWAYS NOT WANTING TO BE OTHERWISE!)
OTHERS ("people" up there and down below) could not stop reacting -- even at this very moment! [Delayed reaction? Cunning? Playing with words and PHRASES AND SENTENCES -- INCOMPLETE OR OTHERWISE -- and CONCEPTS (OFTEN DISTORTED, TWISTED, CORRUPTED, TAINTED AND MISGUIDED!). Oh, look up the dictionary, please! [How can a non-reaction be a reaction? "A is A" -- my little brother(s) and sister(s)!]
That is all.
ON PERSISTENCE, INSISTENCE AND CONSCIENCE
- I'm trying -- persistently and insistently -- to show (prove?) that I'm a superior human being -- not necessarily a "winner" -- in contrast to those invisible "people" up there, presiding and lording over the land .......
- I'm not yet atrophied, spent, dissolute, gaunt, emaciated, exhausted, dissipated, withered, wrinkled, drooping, depleted, debauched, abandoned, washed-out, shrunken, shrivelled, profligate .........
- My heart says: Don't react -- for now (or not at all)!; but my mind asks: Why does he -- or do they -- provoke me thus? Just to anger me? (But I don't want to be angry: Anger must be justified -- with a good, true and beautiful reason!)
- I'm whole -- so I want only to react like a man who is whole: In other words, only when I am truly myself. (And I know myself!)
- The invisible "people" up there -- I know you must be listening intently now (after having been talking so much!) -- must realize that great men (and women -- are they prepared?) and geniuses are willing to suffer for their self-knowledge. Not knowledge itself in general but self-knowledge is power!
- When, and how, did I actually reach that point of being "crazy" in my reactions -- as if I've become unkind! (The "unkindness" before that point of actually being truly unkind was not actually "unkindness": It is rather -- oh, invisible (but always listening and often talking) "people" up there! -- what you "people" up there think (based on your side of looking at it) is "unkind"!
- From "Bizarre Odyssey" (a critical review of Norman Manea's THE BLACK ENVELOPE in Partisan Review; Vol. LXIV, No. 4; 1997) -- by Tess Lewis:
Nor does insanity offer escape, for the reality that surrounds them is indistinguishable from madness. The only possible redemption seems to be escaping the boredom -- at whatever cost.
GREAT AUTHORS OF THE WESTERN WORLD
GREAT THINKERS
AND WRITERS FROM THE WEST
(AND SOME FROM THE EAST)
- Sigmund Freud (1856 - 1939)
- Balzac (1799 - 1850)
- Albert Camus (1913 - 1960)
- Erich Fromm
- Friedrich Nietzche
- William James
- George Orwell
- E.M. Forster
- Cesare Pavese
- Karl Popper
- Charles Dickens
- Leo Tolstoy
- Fyodor Dostoevsky
- Albert Einstein
- Norman Mailer
- John Updike
- Joseph Heller
- Philip Roth
- Ernest Hemingway
- William Faulkner
- Thomas Mann
- Erasmus
- Thomas More
- Immanuel Kant
- John Locke
- Henry James
- Leibniz
- Alexander Solzhenitsyn
- Boris Pasternak
- Ernest Becker
- T.S. Eliot
- Jean-Paul Sartre
- Arthur Schlesinger, Jr.
- Andre Malraux
- Thomas Hardy
- James Joyce
- Virginia Woolf
- Arthur Schopenhauer
- Rollo May
- William Styron
- Albert Schweitzer
- Henry Miller
- Alexis de Tocqueville
- Raymond Williams
- Stendhal
- Henry David Thoreau
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
- Carl Gustav Jung
- Plato
- Socrates
- Aristotle
- D.H. Lawrence
- Dante
- Hegel
- Francis Bacon
- Miguel de Cervantes
- Rabelais
- Saul Bellow
- Henry Fielding
- Laurence Sterne
- Jeremy Bentham
- Henri Bergson
- Norman O. Brown
- Edmund Burke
- Michael Bakunin
- Peter A. Kropotkin
- Pierre-Joseph Proudhon
- Hannah Arendt
- Robert M. Pirsig
- Jacques Barzun
- Lionel Trilling
- James Baldwin
- Jane Austen
- Noam Chomsky
- Frantz Fanon
- Victor Hugo
- David Hume
- Samuel Butler
- Henry Adams
- e.e. cummings
- Henri Ibsen
- Thomas Carlyle
- Cicero
- J.D. Salinger
- Benedict Spinoza
- Thucydides
- Voltaire
- Baudelaire
- Mary McCarthy
- Machiavelli
- Montesquieu
- Margaret Mead
- Marcel Proust
- Ayn Rand
- Jean-Jacques Rousseau
- Pascal
- David Reisman
- Plutarch
- Ezra Pound
- Jonathan swift
- Max Weber
- Charles Darwin
- Herbert Marcuse
- Jacques Maritain
- Franz Kafka
- Goethe
- John Dewey
- Andre Gide
- Thomas Hobbes
- Herodotus
- Truman Capote
- Cyril Connolly
- Sidney Hook
- T.E. Lawrence
- Henry James
- Malcolm Cowley
- F. Scott Fitzgerald
- Theodore Dreiser
- John Kenneth Galbraith
- Oliver Wendell Holmes
- G. E. Moore
- Nathaniel Hawthorne
- W. H. Auden
- Joseph Needham
- Reinhold Neibuhr
- Montaigne
- Simone de Beauvoir
- Rachel Carson
- Simon Weil
- Isaac Babel
- Aldous Huxley
- Martin Buber
- Auguste Comte
- Emile Durkheim
- Heraclitus
- Adam Smith
- H. G. Wells
- Herbert Read
- Evelyn Waugh
- Alexander Hamilton
- James Harrington
- James Madison
- Thomas Jefferson
- Arnold Toynbee
- Thomas Paine
- Graham Greene
- Thomas Malthus
- Irving Kristol
- Edward Gibbon
- Benjamin Franklin
- Flaubert
- Thomas Wolfe
- Alfred Adler
- Abraham Maslow
- Paul Goodman
- Tacitus
- Thorstein Veblen
- Oswald Spengler
- George Bernard Shaw
- R. D. Laing
- H. L. Mencken
- Lewis H. Lapham
- Alberto Moravia
- Vladimir Nabokov
- Bruno Bettelheim
- William F. Buckley, Jr.
- Jakob Burckhardt
- Emily Dickinson
- Russell Baker
- Xenophon
- Rebecca West
- Walt Whitman
- Robert Penn Warren
- Isaac Bashevis Singer
- Ignazio Silone
- Stephen Crane
- Otto Rank
- Robert Frost
- Joyce Carol Oates
- Lillian Hellman
- Irving Howe
- Milan Kundera
- Alfred Kazin
- Herbert Gold
- William Gass
- Henry Roth
- Harold Bloom
- Bernard Malamud
- Herman Melville
- Descartes
- Walter Kaufmann
- Eugene Ionesco
- Anthony Burgess
- E. L. Doctorow
- James Agee
- Lawrence Durrell
- Havelock Ellis
- Nikos Kazantzakis
- Joseph Conrad
- Hermann Hesse
- Gunter Grass
- Karl Barth
- Jorges Luis Borges
- Heinrich Boll
- Bertolt Brecht
- Maxim Gorky
- Erich Maria Remarque
- A. J. P. Taylor
- Oscar Wilde
- Barbara Tuchman
- Arthur Koestler
- Karl Jaspers
- John Maynard Keynes
- Heinrich Heine
- Charles S. Pierce
- William Morris
- Emily Bronte
- John Dos Passos
- George Gissing
- Edith Wharton
- William Carlos Williams
- John O'Hara
- Gogol
- Patrick White
- Romain Rolland
- Mark Twain
- John Steinbeck
- J. B. Priestley
- Jose Ortega y gasset
- Flannery O'Connor
- Iris Murdoch
- Sinclair Lewis
- Jack Kerouac
- C. P. Snow
- Susan Sontag
- Upton Sinclair
- William Hazlitt
- Konrad Z. Lorenz
- Euripides
- Epictetus
- Epicurus
- Marcus Aurelius
- Aeschylus
- Sophocles
- Edmund Husserl
- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
- Malcolm X
- John Jay
- Martin Heidegger
- E. B. White
- Soren Kierkegaard
- Homer
- Tennessee Williams
- Matthew Arnold
- Samuel Johnson
- John Hersey (1914 - )
- John Stuart Mill
- Karl Marx
- Cesare Pavese
- Michael Bakunin
- Pierre-Joseph Proudhon
- Peter A. Kropotkin
- Samuel Butler
- Norman O. Brown
- Ernest Becker
- Irving Howe
- George Woodcock
- Ludwig Wittgenstein
- Doris Lessing
- Norman Mailer
- Edmund Wilson
- Lionel Trilling
- Alfred Kazin
- Tu Fu
- Wang Wei
- Su Tong Po
- Li Po
- Lao Tze
- Chuang Tze
- Confucius
- Mencius
Saturday, May 9, 2009
WORKING-CLASS HERO -- OF THE INTELLECTUAL AND LITERARY WORLD
THE END OF MY
JOURNEY AS A
LONELY DRIFTER
Yes, I did drift through this postmodern world for a while -- in fact, for quite a long while! But, please, what can I do? What could I have done? (Then?)
Now, I am almost out of the dark (cell of life). I can see the light! I am no longer divided! I am able to be whole once again! I am synchronised and in harmony with almost all aspects of my being -- and with my status as a man, citizen and writer! And that's something -- for someone, an unrepentant but struggling modernist writer to have arrive at!
Well, I didn't choose to have all these good "friends", "family members", relatives", "schoolmates", "classmates", "colleagues" and friendly "acquaintances"! (And, yes!, even good and able "leaders" too!) And I was like a pawn, a plaything, a toy, a puppet, and almost a figurehead too! They pitted me against each and every one of these soulmates of my life and I came out of such encounters and meetings like a goon!
Now, at this moment -- after being liberated from my life-long imprisonment (with a celebration one-man party at Queenstown Remand Prison to boot!), I want to ask these fucking bastards -- the invisible (and, for a long time, almost anonymous) listeners and talkers and "controllers" (of my sad and miserable life!) this question: Do you still want to take me for a goon? (Take a chance? You mean, pretend I'm being honoured and compensated by the contrite and enlightened (at last!) authorities -- with plenty of sex and silence? Or what?
I will NOT, big, big fucking EGOs, forego my own chance now -- yes, the opportunity and the challenge come together (ask President Hu Jintao of the People's Republic of China!) -- to become, yes, succeed, finally, as a writer of published (printed -- yes, I have to qualify that!) BOOKS and magazine articles (or essays)! I will remain firm, resolute, clear, definite, convinced and fully energetic in my ambition to achieve such a professional goal -- AS A WRITER!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
THE POWER OF TRUTH -- AGAINST THE POWERFUL ESTABLISHMENT
MAJOR OBSERVATIONS, REMARKABLE REMARKS AND KEY POINTS TO REFLECT ON --FOR THOSE EASILY-PACIFIED AND WELL-CONTENTED MEMBERS OF OUR POPULACE -- INTELLECTUALLY SPEAKING! :
HEY, HEY, HEY! |
ADDENDUM :
ON THE DUPLICITY OF THE PAP GOVERNMENT:
- ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE ACTIVITIES;
- "WHISTLE-BLOWING" BY CIVILIAN EX-MILITARY OFFICERS/PERSONNEL;
- "DISCLOSURES" BY DETAINED DISSENTERS;
- CIVIL RIGHTS AND CONSCIENTIOUS OBJECTORS;
- HUMAN RIGHTS, PRIVACY AND CIVIL LIBERTIES;
- (MIS)TREATMENT OF DETAINEES (POLITICAL OR OTHERWISE);
- "TRUTH-TELLING" ABOUT MY AWOL CASE (IN 1972);
- NEO-CONSERVATIVE INTELLECTUAL DECEIT.
Monday, December 22, 2008
A QUESTION FOR, AND A REMINDER TO, MY DETESTABLE AND DETESTED "CONTROLLERS"
OF SURVEILLANCE
TECHNOLOGIES
AND TECHNIQUES :
HERE IS MY CHALLENGE TO MY CURRENT "CONTROLLERS" [WHO CAME INTO THE PICTURE -- OF MY TREASURED OWN LIFE -- ONLY LATER (AFTER MY IMPLANTATION IN 1972 AND MY EARLY OR INITIAL "CONTROL" BY THE ESSENTIALLY MILITARY SECURITY AND INTELLIGENCE PERSONNEL DURING, AND FOR A TIME AFTER, MY TWO-AND-A-HALF YEARS OF NATIONAL SERVICE -- INCLUDING MY PERIOD OF EMPLOYMENT AT MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT BETWEEN DEC. 1975 AND OCT. 1976)] -- THOSE FORMER MILITARY SECURITY DEPARTMENT (MSD) AGENTS/PERSONNEL RESPONSIBLE FOR TURNING ME INTO AN, AT THE PRESENT MOMENT, (STILL) FINANCIALLY IMPOVERISHED STRUGGLING WRITER, SEXUALLY DEPRIVED MAN, CONCERNED HUMAN BEING AND NOW SELF-KNOWING AND POLITICALLY-AWARE (AND, TO CAP IT ALL, A CONSISTENTLY THINKING) SENIOR CITIZEN :
MY ONLY CHALLENGE, NOW, TO YOU :
SHOW ME THAT YOU CAN BE AS ACTIVE AS I HAVE BEEN (AND STILL WILL BE) IN PUBLISHING (OR POSTING) MY ARTICLES IN MY SOCIO-POLITICAL BLOGS ( http://afighterandalovertoo.blogspot.com/ AND http://trainofmypresence.blogspot.com/ ) -- BY POSTING A SERIES OF ARTICLES OR STORIES (WRITTEN BY YOURSELF) IN MY VERY OWN BLOG (BUT UNDER YOUR OWN REAL AND ACTUAL NAME AND IDENTITY, SURELY AND CERTAINLY!). YOU KNOW YOU CAN EASILY DO THIS -- WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE WHATSOVER. YES, THE MOMENT YOU IDENTIFY YOURSELF AS THE AUTHOR OF ANY ARTICLE OR STORY THAT YOU ARE POSTING OR PUBLISHING IN MY BLOG, IT WILL BE, OPENLY AND PUBLICLY, ESTABLISHED AND CONFIRMED, AS A FACT, THAT I HAVE PERSONALLY APPROVED AND ACCEPTED YOUR APPEARANCE IN MY BLOG -- AS A MEMBER OF AN UNOFFICIAL TEAM OF BLOGGERS (CONSISTING OF YOURS TRULY, AS THE ORIGINAL OWNER OF THIS BLOG AND ALL THE REST OF THE TEAM MEMBERS, WHO WERE, AND STILL ARE, OFFICIAL MEMBERS OF THE SURVEILLANCE GROUP OF AGENTS WHO HAVE BEEN CONTROLLING ME FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW).
YOU WILL BE WRITING AS A NON-POLITICAL (WELL, CAN YOU REALLY?) AND NON-ROMANTIC (PERHAPS A LITTLE BIT TRYING FOR THE WOMEN?) BLOGGER IN MY OTHER NEWLY-CREATED (YES, NOT TOO WELL-ESTABLISHED OR HIGHLY-INFLUENTIAL YET) ALTERNATIVE BLOG -- http://thenon-romanticloverandwriter.blogspot.com/ .
THEN, AS AN UNDENIABLE CONFIRMATION OF YOUR WRITING ABILITY -- AS A REAL WRITER, AND NOT JUST AS A BLOGGER -- YOU MUST AT LEAST WRITE AND PUBLISH (IN PRINT) ONE BOOK ON ANY TOPIC OF YOUR OWN CHOICE. THIS IS TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE JUSTIFIED IN EXPECTING ME TO WORK AT THE HIGHEST LEVEL AS A PAP AGENT OR GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE (WHEN I WAS, AND STILL AM, REALLY AND ONLY INTERESTED IN BEING A PROFESSIONAL WRITER -- ALBEIT A WRITER WITH AN INTELLECTUAL BENT) -- DURING THE PAST 36 YEARS OR SO, WHEN I WAS LIVING, WORKING AND EVEN PLAYING AS AN UNWILLING AND UNHAPPY IMPLANTEE. (IN OTHER WORDS, FOR THE SAKE OF FURTHER EXPLANATION OF MY INTENTION : I WANT YOU TO BE AS GOOD IN SOMETHING WHICH YOU HAVE NO INTEREST -- AS I WAS TRYING TO BE, AT MY ABSOLUTELY MARVELLOUS BEST, WHEN I WAS -- WELL, TO PUT IT SIMPLY NOW -- UNFAIRLY AND UNJUSTLY AND EVEN INHUMANELY EXPECTED, AND INSTRUCTED (AND OFTEN ADMONISHED) TO BE AS GOOD IN SOMETHING WHICH I HAVE NO INTEREST WHATSOEVER, ABSOLUTELY!
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR -- TO EXPECT FROM YOU PEOPLE, AS MY POWERFUL CONTROLLERS -- A FACT THAT I JUST CAN'T SIMPLY CAST AWAY AND HOPE THAT IT DISAPPEARS?
YES, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF THE UBIQUITOUS INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY AGENCIES OF SINGAPORE (THE NAMELESS MEMBERS OF OUR POWERFUL SURVEILLANCE AUTHORITIES) : NOW YOU CAN SHOW TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD JUST HOW GOOD -- EVEN BRILLIANT -- YOU PEOPLE REALLY ARE (OR ARE CAPABLE OF) -- YES, EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU, OUR GOOD AND ABLE AND CARING LEADERS OF THE INTELLIGENT AND SECURE GOVERNING AUTHORITIES! REALLY, YOU CAN BE AS GOOD AS, IF NOT BETTER THAN, ALL THOSE WESTERN WRITERS AND ARTISTS AND THINKERS AND AUTHORS WHO FORM THE FORMIDABLE INTELLECTUAL TRADITION OF THE WEST (YES, A TRADITION WHICH I MYSELF HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING KEENLY AS A FAITHFUL READER -- AND ASPIRING WRITER -- FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW -- IN SPITE OF BEING AN UNHAPPY AND UNWILLING IMPLANTEE!)
YES, YOU PEOPLE CAN FINALLY PROVE, OFFICIALLY, OPENLY AND UNDOUBTEDLY, THAT YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY SUPERIOR -- OR AT LEAST EQUAL -- TO DEAR OLD ME, IN TERMS OF NOT ONLY NATURAL AND/OR LEARNED WRITING ABILITY BUT ALSO, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY -- TO ME AT LEAST -- OF NATURAL AND/OR ACQUIRED THINKING POWER AND ABILITY! HOW ABOUT IT/THAT?
YES, SHOW ME YOUR ARTISTIC SENSITIVITY AND YOUR GREAT SKILL IN WRITING!
DO YOU PEOPLE (AS I STILL DO NOW, AND AS I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, AS A WRITER), LOVE TO EXPERIMENT AND TO EXPLORE THE LIMITS OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE -- WITH REGARD TO ITS USAGE -- AS IN THE IMAGINATIVE AND CLEVER USAGE OF WORDS, PHRASES AND SENTENCES TO MAKE A POINT, TO CREATE AN IMPRESSION, OR EVEN TO POST A REBUTTAL TO AN INSULT?
ARE YOU CAPABLE OF BEING INSPIRED BY YOUR PASSION (PROBABLY NON-EXISTENT BY NOW, NOTING HOW JADED YOU ARE NOW?) FOR THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE? AND ALSO BY WHAT IS AROUND YOU -- YES, BY THE PEOPLE AND CITIES (BIG AND SMALL), TRAVEL AND YOUR CONNECTION TO THE LANDSCAPE AND THE VIBRANT ENERGY OF OUR PLANET EARTH?
AS AN IMPORTANT AFTERTHOUGHT :
DON'T JUST GET TOO CAUGHT UP WITH OR BY MY, WITHOUT QUESTION, STRANGE, MYSTERIOUS AND INEXPLICABLE (SEXUALLY SPEAKING) SUBDUED PERFORMANCE
AS A PATRONIZING LOVER OF PROSTITUTES (THEN AND NOW, IN GEYLANG AND ELSEWHERE) -- ESPECIALLY NOT AFTER ALL THIS INACTIVITY (FOR MOST OF THE PAST TEN YEARS -- SURELY A LONG PERIOD OF TIME IN WHICH I WAS FREQUENTLY DENIED BY YOU PEOPLE FROM HAVING SEXUAL FULFILLMENT, FUN, DELIGHT, JOY, RENEWAL AND REVITALIZATION, EXCEPT BY ENGAGING IN UNDESIRED, UNDESIRABLE AND REALLY POINTLESS ACTS OF MASTURBATION!) -- UNTIL NOW IN THIS MOST MOMENTOUS AND ACTIVE YEAR, 2008 -- YES, AMONG SO MANY OTHER UNEVENTFUL AND FRUITLESS YEARS GONE BY?
THAT IS ALL!
ADDENDUM:
YOU PEOPLE HAVE WORKED HARD TOGETHER AS A TEAM FOR MORE THAN 36 YEARS NOW! HAVE YOU PEOPLE EVER CREATED ANY WORKS OF ART -- AS WRITERS -- THAT HAVE EARNED YOU PEOPLE INTERNATIONAL RECOGNITION? (IN NEW YORK? CHICAGO? NEW ZEALAND? AUSTRALIA? GERMANY? SWEDEN? DENMARK? U.S.A.? HONG KONG? (SINGAPORE? YES!) DUBAI? THAILAND? INDONESIA? TAIWAN? CHINA? JAPAN?
HAVE YOU, DEAREST -- EVER? YET?
YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Reflections On My Need To Adopt Convenient "Solutions" For Myself In The Way I Live, Play And Work
In a time of universal deceit, telling the truth becomes a revolutionary act.
-- George Orwell
There are times when, to achieve short-term goals (at the micro-level), I have to disregard my need to be specific or particular in what I choose or decide -- in what, in other words, I have to do, say or think (in order to achieve such short-term goals)!
And this neccessity to disregard my need to be specific is forced upon me -- mostly on many such occasions, yes!, by the crucial factors in existence at those times and in those places -- in my own environment!
It is NOT, I admit, a genuine or bona fide solution to my problems and needs as a man -- as a lover.
But, dear readers, was my own implantation (to which I had not given my approval, consent, agreement or acceptance in any way or in any form -- and even now, in retrospect, never will!), in that momentous year 1972, a genuine or bona fide solution in the first place?
If it was, why then do I, in my effort to satisfy my needs, become reduced to such an unbearable state of FINANCIAL destitution that I have, and need, to seek FINANCIAL assistance from a governmental social welfare agency -- North West Community Development council -- in such a desperate manner?
Am I not publicly acknowledged, openly recognized, now, and widely supported too, yes, and even admired -- through my distinctive and distinguished BLOGS -- as an oppositioniost critic of the Singapore Government -- as an indomitable and individualistic writer of serious and thoughtful but also interesting, informative, enlightening and educational articles or essays of a very high quality and standard?
Did, yes!, those loving, lovable and lovely dear lonely-hearted military officers at SAFTI in 1972 -- and now officially retired -- really CARE, SHARE and BOND with me, in the first place (and even now?) -- with, in other words, my values, principles, ideas, ideals, convictions, beliefs, interests, goals and needs?